Tuesday, November 23, 2010

4 weeks from today...am I nervous?

So 4 weeks from today I will be traveling to VT, starting my 2 month adventure in New York City.

Some people have asked me if I am nervous.  Yes I am, but probably not for the reasons people think.

I am nervous for what will developed after I get back from New York.  I am nervous about how I will feel.  Nervous about what decisions I will make upon my return. 
  • Will I have loved NYC so much and want to make the move at the end of the year?
    • What will that decision mean for my relationships I have here in LA?
    • What will it mean for my future?
  • Will I have realized that NYC just isn't for me? 
    • Will it be to cold, to crazy, to far away from the life I have created here in LA?
    • Just not what I think it will all be?
    • Where does that leave me?  Here in LA?  Looking at other places to consider?  SF?
Just a few thoughts that make me nervous.

I am excited for trying something new for sure.  Trying NYC for 2 months, not just a week or two visit.  Being on the east coast.  Going home for my parents 40th anniversary.  Shaking things up a bit for 2 months.

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